the first time

when i was young i always loved to be out doors now i just get eaten by mosquitoes.
when i am on mars i love to walk around but now bush is coming to get me so i am going home.

i read a book this week that made me think of all the things in my life that i take for granted so i am trying to stop. i don't know if i will succeed but we shall see.

I am afraid to love
laugh hate
fall head over feet
into the water
but afterward I wished I would
have been
the only one
to her
but I was
to late
and she
implode
but I carry her in my pocket cos she's small
and I
love
her cos I
never could