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Well I am not quite sure what I want to say, it has been so long. But I feel I have to say some thing. Life is so incomprehensible and strange and foreign when you place your self out of it and read someone else's blog. Some one you know and it just makes you feel that your life is so "un", whatever you think the other persons is. You just want to cry for that person and hug them but miles of distance make it impossible. Why do the marvelous have to suffer? Is that what makes them marvelous? If so it is cruel. But maybe that is what this life is all about finding out how much you can struggle through with out going nuts-o. I had a horrible December our furnace went out, my uncle died, I crashed my car (the car was the only one hurt), and a good friend died very suddenly after 12 days in the hospital from blood cancer, and to top it all off I broke my TV.

That was pretty shitty but why would the TV be the end all? What a life. You see what I mean? It just does not make since. I need to get out and do more things but I really am a home body. But that does not make it right. So I got rid of cable. My way of sticking it to the man. The other day I actually got up and did something fun I went to the Urban Krag an amazing indoor climbing place. Finally I felt alive. I find it hard thou to get out there when there's no one to get out there with. I guess I need an out door friend some one to go biking and hiking and climbing and kayaking and what ever else. Life is far to short to sit and watch TV!!!!!!! Some times you seem so small thou and TV helps. But TV is the big tit of life we just suck on it in till we go to sleep. At least that is what my high school English teacher use to say and I don't disagree. Well lit me know if you live in Dayton and want to have a great time out side this spring.